Going Private

I feel it's necessary to take this route although I never wanted to because I hate reading private blogs. But I don't think I've ever been so hurt in my life, by people that I love, then I have these last two days. I apparently wrote a blog that was very embarrassing and hurtful to someone. It was never my intention, but I was never given the opportunity to explain. They are only hearing one side. There are always two sides. I am humiliated that they took it to a personal level emailing people that i know and love. I have been in tears since yesterday over things that were said to me. I don't want that in my life. I just need to cut drama out of my life, therefore I need to be able to monitor who reads this. I want to be able to be honest in my writing. This is the first time I wasn't able to because I wanted to protect peoples privacy and yet I still offended and i'm still the bad guy. If anyone was offended or embarrassed for someone in a resent post, I truly apologize. This is all just breaking my heart. If you'd like to continue to read, please leave your email in the comments section.