Friday, January 23, 2009

Going Private

I feel it's necessary to take this route although I never wanted to because I hate reading private blogs. But I don't think I've ever been so hurt in my life, by people that I love, then I have these last two days. I apparently wrote a blog that was very embarrassing and hurtful to someone. It was never my intention, but I was never given the opportunity to explain. They are only hearing one side. There are always two sides. I am humiliated that they took it to a personal level emailing people that i know and love. I have been in tears since yesterday over things that were said to me. I don't want that in my life. I just need to cut drama out of my life, therefore I need to be able to monitor who reads this. I want to be able to be honest in my writing. This is the first time I wasn't able to because I wanted to protect peoples privacy and yet I still offended and i'm still the bad guy. If anyone was offended or embarrassed for someone in a resent post, I truly apologize. This is all just breaking my heart. If you'd like to continue to read, please leave your email in the comments section.

34 comments:

A-me said...

aimee dot d dot hauer at gmail dot com

sorry for your heartache. hope the drama ends soon.

much <3!

Gina said...

I'm so sorry for the drama...

I'd love to continue reading, if you'd allow me to. I know I've been a lurker but I've really enjoyed reading your blog.

gradh at cox dot net

sara :) said...

croppingmamma@gmail.com

sorry for all the crapola being thrown your way. I think you've done a good job of maintaining civility on your posts. Now you can just say whatever the hell you want to! :)

hugs

Amanda said...

Please let me continue reading your blog. I am so sad this has to happen. Please know we love reading your blog. I think you have our email. :)

The Harwood Family said...

harwoodfam@gmail.com

Sandee said...

Sorry the crap that someone said to you. But you better let me read your blogs,(LOL) I love to see the pictures of the girls. Thanks for being such a great sister!

Steph said...

rainfly8@gmail.com

Love you girl and love your blog.

MKB said...

marykatpoo@gmail.com

HarpFamily said...

Hi Angie. I hope if you have room you'll allow me to be your blog stalker. I love seeing what your up to.

Megan Davenport Cannon said...

megs underscore gethip at hotmail dot com

Lori Lou said...

Sign me up I love your blog.

Heather said...

Sign me up too please
heatherbt at mac dot com

Heather BT

Gorge Us Family said...

We'd love to read. Thanks.

Tina said...

Hi Angie-
I am a friend of your sister-in-law, Amanda and have enjoyed reading your blog. I hope you would consider adding me to your list. I am sorry to hear that you have been so hurt by all of the drama. You have such a kind and loving heart. Take care.

tina.ecc@gmail.com

Chris, Kristina, Nathan and....Audrey! said...

tinakris@hotmail.com

Cal said...

We love getting a little peek into your wonderful lives. Your daughters are absolutely beautiful! I'm sure things will iron out with time, good luck! Please add us to your list. callimadi@hotmail.com

Kami said...

Hey ang..I was trying to email you about my skirt..please don't block me :(

Anthony & Krissie said...

Hey,

This is Anthony Child. I am a friend of KGs. please, if possible, I would like to continue reading.
antwanchild at clearwire dot net

KG said...

Do I have to beg for permission too? =)

Kellie said...

Hi Angie,
I sent you an e-mail. Good luck!

Kristen said...

I love reading your blog. Please give me access. Thanks!

beadcrazy726@gmail.com

Norma said...

Don't let 'em get you down!!!
Am already on the other blog if that is where you are moving to.....
email= neeson@shaw.ca

Audie said...

i want to keep reading!

kpblack8 said...

I'm sorry Ang. Don't let it get to you. If someone gets offended that is their own issue not yours. Don't take the responsibility for that one. You can't make anyone feel anything. They choose to feel that way. Love ya and I would love to still be on your list of friends!!!!!
Kristen

MKB said...

I think you should block KG...he's a little odd.

Jana said...

aggghhhh .... don't shut me out!! You know I want to continue following your sweet family ... that sounded weird. Not stalking, just checking in and you and your beautiful girls!! I'm so sorry you've been hurt ... wish we could meet and hang out with the girls someday!

Rani and Will said...

Hey Angie! Sorry to hear about that, but I'd love to keep reading please! ranitamar@hotmail

Kathy said...

Angie,
I am so sorry you have to have sadness in your life. You are a wonderful person and don't ever let anyone tell you different.
Your bolg is our lifeline to River
(and Flower as well). However if you feel more comfortable not allowing our family to watch her grow in pictures we truly understand. We would love to continue reading if you would be ok with it.
Angie, you are doing a wonderful job with your daughters and we thank God everday for leading our family to your family!

John and Danielle said...

So Sorry Ang! I have had friends with similar experiences and feel for you! Of course I would love to keep reading your blog!
johndanio@gmail.com
Love Ya!

grayimp said...

So sorry for the troubles! We'd love to still read your blogs!

Kevin and Amy said...

Sorry, identity crisis... the grayimp post is from Kevin and Amy

Beasmom said...

Hi! We adopted our daughter from China in 2004. Quite some time ago I followed a link on Amanda's starfish blog to your blog and I have been hooked ever since. Would love to continue following but I do understand if you want to keep your blog just for family and friends.
Tammi
tammi_larson@yahoo.com

Colleen said...

crappy. i know that you never would hurt anyone. i love reading your blog. you make me laugh when i really need to. here is my email address. coco26@comcast.net

Lynnette said...

I am so sorry I did not know this until today. I have been so behind since I started that book. Of course I want to continue checking your blog. You have my e-mail.

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